In this captivating thriller, an Amish settlement is the last safe haven in a world plagued by an unspeakable horror…Katie is on the verge of her Rumspringa, the time in Amish life when teenag-ers are free to experience non-Amish culture before officially joining the church. But before Rumspringa arrives, Katie’s safe world starts to crumble. It begins with a fiery helicopter crash in the cornfields, followed by rumorsof massive unrest and the disappearance of huge numbers of people all overthe world. Something is out there...and it is making a killing. Unsure why they haven’t yet been attacked, the Amish Elders make a decree: No one goes outside their community, and no one is allowed in. But when Katie finds a gravely injured young man lying just outside the boundary of their land, she can’t leave him to die. She refuses to submit to the Elder’s rule and secretly brings the stranger into her community—but whatelse is she bringing in with him?
Advance Praise for THE HALLOWED ONES
"This is a book to make you fear the shadows--a horrifying and gruesometale of faith, and things that blink red eyes in the night. I began reading inthe daylight, and read on into the late hours, leaning close, biting my lip. I could not look away; I was obsessed. Katie is an unbreakable soul."--Lauren DeStefano, New York Times and USA Today Bestsellingauthor of the Chemical Garden Trilogy

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Exerpt:
Chapter 1
After the end of the Outside world, the Plain folk survived.
At the time, I didn’t know that the end of Outside had happened. None of us
really did. We knew that something was wrong, of course. That knowledge
trickled in slowly, like a leak in a roof. The signs accumulated, and then
there was no denying the dark stain spreading over the pale ceiling of our
world.
My first inkling was on a day in late September under a cloudless blue sky.
The ravens had begun picking at the corn that was drying in the fields, black
specks in the gold. I leaned on the wooden fence post, watching the birds
scratch and listening to them caw to one another in their inscrutable hoarse
language. The wire fence was pierced here by a wooden gate, to move farm
equipment and cattle. This was a remote part of our little settlement of Plain
people, but it made a good place to get away from chores and parents.
Beside me, Elijah had picked up a rock to scare the birds away.
“Don’t throw that,” I said, automatically. “It’s mean.”
Elijah looked at the stone, shrugged, put it down. He was a year older than
me, but he would do anything I asked. Tall and lanky and sunburned from working
outdoors, he cut a handsome figure: dark hair and hazel eyes that crinkled when
he smiled. I wasn’t sure what I thought about that yet. We had grown up
together. But things were changing. We both could feel it.
He leaned against the fence beside me, staring out at the field. I knew what
he was looking at, the same thing I was . . . at what lay beyond the field. At
the black ribbon of road just beyond the corn that carried the English to and
from their business Outside. They drove their shiny cars down the two-lane
highway, intent on going home or to work or school. At this distance, we could
barely make out the drivers. Sometimes men or women drove boxy sedans in
pressed suits and blouses. Often they would be couples with children strapped
into harnesses in the back seat. Other times the drivers would be people around
our age, talking on their phones or chatting with friends in the passenger
seat. We were too far away to see their expressions. But during the summer,
with the windows down, we could sometimes hear snippets of their laughter.
Since the time we were children, Elijah and I had made up stories about the
people in the cars. We imagined that they were driving to the movies or going
to parties. Once, we spied a sleek black limousine and fancied that it
contained men in tuxedos and women in evening dresses. Maybe a group going to
prom. It was as far away from our everyday world as we could envision.
“Someday that’s going to be us out there,” Elijah said, gesturing with his
chin toward the road.
“Soon. Three more weeks.” I’d been daydreaming about Outside for so long.
And it was almost time for Rumspringa. Literally, it meant “running
around.” It was the time for young Amish men and women to go beyond the gate
and taste the Outside world. After years of begging and pleading, my parents
had finally relented and let me go Outside this year, on two conditions: that I
wait until the harvest was completed, and that Elijah go with me. We wouldn’t
be formally living together, of course. I intended to room with one of the
girls I’d grown up with, Hannah Bachman. And one of Elijah’s friends, Sam
Vergler, would go too. Sam and Hannah had been courting since Hannah had turned
sixteen. We’d have a girls’ apartment and a boys’ apartment. Proper. But for
all practical intents, Elijah and I would be going on Rumspringa
together.
Though he could have gone sooner Elijah had declared that he wouldn’t
participate in Rumspringa without me. He’d been saving money,
apprenticing to a master carpenter and helping out with his father’s farm. He
seemed content, though, with his day-to-day life, content with the waiting. And
I knew that my parents hoped that Elijah and I would someday be married.
Indeed, I couldn’t picture myself being married to anyone else . . . though I
admitted that it would be strange to see him with a beard like the ones worn by
all married Amish men, rather than his handsome, clean-shaven face. It was the
destiny I’d accepted. I was Amish. I didn’t dislike my life and accepted the
inevitabilities cheerfully. Still, I wanted the experience of Outside. To know
that I’d made the right choice. To be absolutely certain.
There was a difference, I had decided, between knowing and believing. And I
wanted both.
“What’s the first thing we’re going to do Outside, Katie?” Elijah asked,
grinning. “Eat sushi?”
“Ugh. No.” I wrinkled my nose. This was a game we played often: When we
are Outside . . . “I am going to buy a pair of britches. Jeans.”
He stood back and looked at me, considering. “You? In britches?”
“Ja,” I said, lifting my chin defiantly. “And I want to go to the
movies.”
“The movies?” he echoed. He was still fixated on the jeans; I could tell by
how he stared at my rump. “What kind of movie do you want to see?”
“I’m not sure.” I smiled slyly. I’d found a newspaper while Outside with my
father earlier that day. He occasionally delivered fresh produce to a
convenience store that catered to English tourists. If I picked the produce, I
could keep the money. I kept mine squirreled away in a wooden box that Elijah
had made for me, with the word Rumspringa carved on the top. After we
delivered the produce, I found the page of movies in a trash can outside of the
store and had tucked it away in my apron pocket. I pulled it out now and
smoothed it over the top beam of the fence. “See. There’s a lot to choose
from.”
Elijah leaned over my shoulder, and I could feel his breath disturbing the
tie on my bonnet. “Wow.” His finger traced over the listings. There was one
that showed an explosion and soldiers in uniform. Another depicted a cartoon dragon
with wings wrapped around a castle. I was partial to that one. It seemed
magical, dangerous, and compelling. Though he was only printed in
black-and-white, I imagined that the dragon was blue — blue as the sky at dusk.
“How about this?” Elijah pointed to an advertisement for a film that showed
a female spy in a leather suit. Her breasts strained to be released from the
zipper that contained them, and she held a gun longer than her impressive legs.
I peered at the woman in leather. “If you want. As long as I can see the
dragon film.”
Elijah laughed. “I would think you’d object to that. But she is wearing
britches.”
I shrugged. The woman seemed very unreal, as two-dimensional as the paper
she appeared on. I wasn’t threatened by fantasy. “No. I’d be eager to see if
she really looks like that in the film, though.”
“So am I.” He lifted his eyebrows. I swatted him playfully.
Our gazes gradually settled back to the horizon, at the black ribbon of
road. The whine of an engine echoed in the distance, like a mosquito.
“Ooh, a speeder,” Elijah said. He stepped up on the lowest rail of the fence
for a better look. Sometimes the speeders were followed by policemen with
lights blazing and siren howling — a special thrill.
I shaded my eyes with my hand and peered at the faraway road. To my
surprise, it was not a sports car that zinged along. This was a square
sport-utility vehicle, piled high with luggage and boxes lashed to the roof.
The driver, a man, was yelling. His wife was turned around in the passenger’s seat,
and I could not see her face. Nor could I see the expressions of the children.
But I could hear high-pitched crying.
“They must be in a hurry to go camping,” Elijah murmured.
“I’m glad I’m not going on that vacation,” I said.
The vehicle sped out of sight, and no police car followed it.
I frowned, feeling sorry for the family. That sense of unease was foreign to
me. My parents had always given my younger sister and me a happy home. I had
never been afraid of my father, nor could I remember him ever having a cross
word with my mother. Like Elijah and me, they had grown up together. That
familiarity had not bred contempt, and they didn’t concern themselves with what
lay beyond the gate.
I did. And I wondered if Elijah and I would ever be like them.
“Katie.”
I jumped, hearing my father’s voice behind me. I whirled, stuffing the
newspaper page into my apron pocket.
My father was crossing the meadow to the fence. Under his straw hat and
above his gray beard, I could see the glimmer of a smile. Though his voice was
stern, he wasn’t angry with me. And I had never given him reason to be, never
been disobedient . . . that he knew about. He didn’t know about the time that
I’d spent at the county library when I’d been ostensibly studying to be a
teacher. He didn’t know that I’d read about dinosaurs and planets and plenty of
other things not accepted by the Amish. He may have suspected, but he didn’t know.
And he was a fair-enough man not to punish me just for the simple suspicion of
wrongdoing.
“Ja, Father?”
He nodded at Elijah. He never chastised me for spending time with Elijah.
“Mrs. Parsall is here to see the puppies.”
I smiled, though my stomach churned. “She’s at the kennel?”
“Ja. She stopped by the house first, and I told her to go on to meet
you there. She’s wondering how many puppies to expect for her customers.”
“I’ll see to her now.”
“Good girl.”
I gave Elijah an apologetic smile and hurried across the sloping meadow to
the weather-silvered barn in the distance.
My father had given me the responsibility of managing the family dogs three
years ago. I’d been very proud to have the job — he even allowed me to set the
prices and keep a portion of the money. He’d told me that it would help make a
businesswoman of me. I’d made a profit every year, tucked it away in my Rumspringa
box. Maybe it should have gone into the sparsely filled hope chest my mother
had given me. But Rumspringa was the apple of my eye, my immediate
future.
Running the kennel was often a challenge for me — letting go of what I
loved. Though we’d always been kind to our dogs, we’d heard stories of others
who weren’t so humane. Those tales made me very, very sad. I loved the dogs
dearly, and it was hard for me to give them up. Even to Mrs. Parsall, who
promised that she found them loving homes and showed me photographs that people
had sent her of the puppies as they grew up. She sometimes told me what their
new names were, though they were still classified in my head under the
nicknames I’d given each and every one.
Mrs. Parsall was waiting for me outside the dilapidated barn, dressed in
jeans and a floppy sun hat. She was a plump, middle-aged woman with blond hair
and glasses that slid down her nose. I adored her. She extended her arms out
for a hug, and her blue eyes crinkled. She often encouraged me to use her first
name, Ginger, but that seemed too disrespectful.
“Katie, how are you, dear?”
I grinned against her shoulder. “Good, good. And you?”
Mrs. Parsall smiled. “Wonderful. And how is Sunny? Is she ready to have her
babies?”
“Come see for yourself!” I pushed open the creaky sliding door and led her
into the barn. “I expect she might go another week, maybe two. But she’s huge.”
Mrs. Parsall grinned. “That’s great. I have a waitlist . . . The more, the
merrier.”
The barn was cool in shadow, and it took a moment for my eyesight to adjust
from the brilliance of the day. It was an old gray barn, not for any good use
for cows and horses anymore, and more than distant from my house. It sat a
stone’s throw from the foundations of a house that had once existed decades
ago. I’d been told that the house had been struck by lightning. The neighbors
who once lived there move east, and their property had fallen into disrepair.
But it was my own little kingdom.
The Hexenmeister had painted a hex sign over the barn door years ago, when
I’d started breeding dogs. The symbol he’d picked included sheaves of wheat,
for fertility. That part was for the dogs. He’d also worked in spokes of purple
tulips, signifying faith and chastity. That part was for me. I’d smiled when I
saw it, but it felt like the Hexenmeister was giving me a lecture every time I
saw the contradictory images.
Sunlight streamed into the barn through chinks in the old slats, and I
smelled sweet hay. Though I called this place a kennel and there were wire
cages, I rarely used them. The golden retrievers I raised were a good bunch and
had free run of the farm, except when birthing or when the puppies were very small.
It wouldn’t do to have one injured or have a bitch give birth in an unknown
place.
But Sunny was here, waiting for me. She ran up to me, her bulging body
wobbling as she came to greet us. She licked my hands and arms, made an effort
to jump on my shoulders, but she was just too heavy with puppies for that kind
of horseplay. Mrs. Parsall crouched down at Sunny’s level, and the dog
vigorously washed her face with her tongue.
Mrs. Parsall ran her hands over Sunny’s sides. “Oh my. You look about ready
to pop, old girl.”
Sunny wagged her tail. This was her third litter. She was a good mama,
attentive and loving to her pups.
“Who’s the sire?” Mrs. Parsall asked.
“The papa is Copper. He’s likely to be around somewhere, maybe chasing
chickens.”
“Ah. They’ll have beautiful pups.” She rubbed Sunny’s glossy stomach. “Just
beautiful.”
“I think so,” I said modestly. “Copper has the broad chest and that dark
gold. I’m hoping that the pups will inherit their mother’s desire to stay home,
though.”
Mrs. Parsall kissed Sunny behind the ear. “A little wanderlust never hurt
anyone.”
I laughed. “You’ve not seen Copper being chased by the rooster. He isn’t
fond of the dog harassing his hens.”
Mrs. Parsall looked up at me through her bifocals. “This will be your last
litter before you do the Rumspringa thing?”
I nodded. As eager as I was to experience Outside, a pain welled in my
throat at the idea of leaving the dogs. “It will be. But I’ve been training my
little sister about the dogs. She’ll care for them in the meantime.”
“How long will you be gone?”
I shrugged. “I’m not sure. I haven’t really thought about how long.” The
group of us had talked about going north, to the nearest large city, to rent
apartments and find some work. We could be gone a week or a year.
Or . . . a small voice in my head prodded. Or you could be gone for
always.
But as much as I wanted to experience Outside, the Plain community was all
I’d ever known, and I didn’t know if I had the desire or the fortitude to leave
it permanently.
I suppose that was what Rumspringa was for. To test limits and make
decisions. Most of the young people in our community came back after only a few
weekends Outside, spent at amusement parks or camping. Some made no formal
display of leaving. They just wandered to the malls and cities during the day,
wearing jeans and makeup and experimenting with cigarettes and fast food in a
halfhearted way before being baptized into the Amish faith and giving up those
things for good. Very few Amish “jumped the fence” and stayed Outside. But it
still seemed possible. Vague, but possible.
Mrs. Parsall smiled. “You are always welcome at my house. You know that.”
Her home was empty now that her son and daughter had gone away to college
across the country. Though she was very proud of them, I could tell that she
was lonely. But contemplating Rumspringa at Mrs. Parsall’s house seemed
a bit like a sleepover at a favorite aunt’s . . . not the full experience of
Outside that I craved.
I gave her a spontaneous hug and a grin. “Thank you.”
She patted my cheek. “You just have to be careful. There are a lot of
dangers out there for a young woman.”
“Don’t you mean for a naive young woman?” I didn’t bristle; my tone was
teasing.
“For anyone.” Mrs. Parsall’s pretty moon face darkened. “It’s not like it
used to be.”
“My parents went Outside for their Rumspringa,” I said. “They told me
to be wary of the intentions of strange men. And smoking and drinking and
staying out late.” My parents had raised me to be a so-called nice girl; they
wanted me to return as one.
“Not only that. Things have become more violent.” She frowned. “There was a
mass murder, not too far from here, last week. A whole family slaughtered in
their sleep.”
I shuddered, though the idea seemed unreal as the movie advertisements. “I
will have Elijah.”
“Just be very, very careful,” the older woman said. “It’s a dangerous
world.”
“You sound like my parents.”
“All parents love their children. You should have heard the lecture I gave
my kids before they left the house.” She grinned. “Though they were well-armed
with cell phones, checking accounts, laundry soap, and condoms, I still
worried.”
“Mrs. Parsall!” I could feel the blush spreading beneath my pale cheeks.
Though I had seen the dogs breed many times and knew perfectly well what caused
children, I was still uncomfortable with the idea of myself having babies. Or
experiencing sex, for that matter. And love . . . love was a mysterious thing.
I saw a lot of couples marrying out of a sense of acceptance, of duty. That was
a kind of love, but not the passionate love that I saw people emphasize
Outside.
“These are the facts of life, m’dear.” Mrs. Parsall chuckled. “Love and lust
and laundry soap. Just ask Sunny.”
Sunny grinned her inscrutable canine grin, her pink tongue protruding beyond
her teeth. She was a dog and already more wise than I was about such things.
I walked Mrs. Parsall outside the barn, through the golden field back to my
house. No one but she and I and the dogs ever came back here, and there was no
path worn in the grass. The sun had lowered on the horizon, shining through the
leaves of sugar maple trees just beginning to yellow with the coming of fall. I
could still feel the warmth of the day through the dark brown cotton of my
dress. If I didn’t look up at the trees, I could almost convince myself that it
was still summer. Almost.
But our community was bustling with the work of autumn and the activities of
harvest: younger children gathered apples from a small orchard; men drove
horses with carts containing bales of hay to barns; a group of women was busy
gathering grapevines to make wreaths to sell in the English shops for
Christmas.
We were a good-size settlement of Plain folk, about seventy families, spread
over half a county. We had heard rumors of other Plain communities that were
shrinking, owing to the youth and the spell of Rumspringa. And there
were tales of other communities that grew so fast, there was no farmland for
young families. But not ours. Ours had remained the same size and shape as far
back as anyone could remember. There always seemed to be enough land for
everyone to have at least forty acres to farm, if they wanted it.
And everyone seemed happy, unaffected by the schisms that seemed so common
in other Amish settlements. The Bishop said that was because we stuck to the
old ways. Everyone knew what was expected of us. There was no renegotiation of
rules every time some new technology flew up a bonnet. The Ordnung was the
Ordnung. Period. And we had been rewarded for following the Ordnung: there was
always enough work and food and spouses and land for everyone. God provided for
his people.
The pumpkin patch that my little sister tended was nearly as ripe as Sunny
with distended gourds. There was one particularly large monster of a pumpkin
that Sarah had a special fondness for. Twice daily she squatted beside it,
whispering to it and petting it. Whatever she was doing seemed to be working —
the pumpkin was easily over a hundred pounds, with another month to go before
it would be severed from the vine.
Mrs. Parsall leaned against the bumper of her old blue station wagon. She
pulled her keys from her pocket, gave me a one-armed hug. “You take care of yourself,
kiddo.”
I grinned against her shoulder. But something dark against the blue sky
caught my attention. I squinted at it, first thinking it to be a bird. But it
wasn’t a bird at all.
I stepped back from Mrs. Parsall, pointing at the sky. “Look!”
A dark dot buzzed overhead, growing larger. It was a helicopter, flying so
low that I could hear the whump-whump-whump of its blades. It was
painted green with a white cross on the side, seeming to wobble in the blue.
Mrs. Parsall shaded her eyes with her hands, shouting to be heard above the
roar. “It’s Life Flight.”
“It’s a what?”
“It’s a medical helicopter. From a hospital.”
“It shouldn’t be doing that, should it?”
“Hell, no. It — ”
The helicopter veered right and left, as if it were a toy buffered by a
nonexistent tornado. The breeze today was calm, stirred by the helicopter
blades and the roar. I thought I saw people inside, fighting, their silhouettes
stark through a flash of window, then lost in the sun. The helicopter made a
shrieking sound, the whump-whump-whump plowing through the air as it
bumped and bucked. It howled over us, so close that I could have reached out
and touched it if I’d been standing on the roof of our house.
Mrs. Parsall grabbed me and flung me to the ground. I shoved my bonnet back
from my brow in enough time to see the helicopter spiral out of control,
spinning nose over tail into a field. It vanished above tall tassels of corn.
For a couple of heartbeats, I saw nothing, heard nothing.
Then I felt the impact through my hands and the front of my ribs, bit my
tongue so hard I could taste blood. Black smoke rose over the horizon.
“Oh no,” Mrs. Parsall gasped.
I scrambled to my feet, began to run. I heard Mrs. Parsall behind me, the
jingle of her purse strap. I dimly registered her voice shouting into her cell
phone. I ran toward the fire, across the grass. I swung myself up and over the
barbed-wire fence, mindless of the scratching on my hands and in my skirt.
I plunged into the stalks of corn, taller than me, following the smell of
smoke and the distant crackle of fire. I was conscious of the brittle yellow
stalks tearing at me as I passed and realized that they were too flammable this
far into the season. If the fire got loose in the corn, we’d have no way to
stop it.
But my immediate concern was the people on the helicopter.
I ripped through the field and shoved aside blackened stalks of corn to view
the site of the crash. The heat shimmered in the air, causing my eyes to tear
up. I lifted my apron to cover my nose against the smell of oily smoke.
Fire seethed above me in a black and orange plume, curling around the husk
of the dead helicopter. The bent and broken tail jutted out from the ground at
an odd angle. The cockpit had broken open, flames streaming through the broken
glass.
And I swore I saw something moving inside.
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